ETERNITY

A time have never seen
Am I aspiring to see it?
But am a killer
A murderer, kidnapper
A ritualist
All such of bad attitude I know
On Earth I rejoice in all these act
I got many ranks,
My name is well know,I became famous
Everyone starts searching for me
They wanna be like me, get fame like me
I've use my play on Earth
No place in Eternal I know my self
Is there any solution for me? I guess
I wanna be like you not like me
Sitting on a throne like a king I wish
But you said I should leave my act and
Work side by side with eternity being
You thought I would gain eternity by that 
Soo simple but a difficult task
But all my gold, diamond,silver
Will Vanish away without my act,
Where is my place in Eternity?